Walking the dogs w/my neighbor tonight, I looked up, and caught the gaze of one specific star. I was frozen still by it, and couldn’t look away. I felt like the star was trying to tell me something directly, calling out to me… communicating to my very being. I can’t explain the feeling, but it was beautiful. Have you ever felt like a star was shining just for you…?
Today was a key point in shaping the person I’m becoming everyday. For the first time, I’m faced with the chance of losing something very important to me. It feels like shit. I hate it. But at the same time… I’m sure it’s strengthening some parts of me.
Maybe dreams are a lot like Frankenstein… A bunch of bits and pieces taken from real memories are stitched together, and re-edited to make new memories that feel so real, but never happened.
-It’s aliiive muahahaha
Right now, at this very moment I’ve just hit the point in my life where I realize that I’m an adult, and people see me as such. I don’t know how I feel about it. Is this a quarter-life crisis…? Should I go buy a corvette? I feel like I’ve hit some kind of internal puberty.